I don't need this. Things have been going so well. I have been so content. I would have left the ministry long before I did if I would have known that it was this nice.
I no longer feel like my head sits beneath an ever-present guillotine. There is no more ticking IED lodged somewhere in my life. I don't stay up at night worrying about the day to come. My path to tomorrow no longer seems to be paved in eggshells. I feel free.
So, why on Earth would I ever want to go back? I don't know how thoughts of returning ever made it past my sanity filter!
Please, God. Tell me no. Close these doors and bar my return.
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